Joel the Techie

Disconnected.

2010-10-20T01:35:00.000-07:00

I am disconnected from the real world; reality escape.

Won't be back any time soon.

Goodbye everyone.

WEIRD.

2010-10-18T08:00:00.000-07:00

I had a very weird vision in my sleep.

I saw someone whom I hardly even know and

we talked like we never talked before.

She hugged me tight with her lovely embrace

and it touched my heart.

but why her?

No..

Sweet scented.

2010-10-17T08:18:00.000-07:00

This, is perhaps, one of my sweetest addiction.

Today was a relatively pleasant day I would say.

Sweet memories are made once again.

[Exodus 23:1-3]

Thou shalt not take up a false report: put not thy hand with

the wicked to be an unrighteous witness. Thou shalt not follow a

multitude to do evil; neither shalt thou speak in a cause to turn aside after a

multitude to wrest neither shalt thou favor a poor man in his cause.

Live by it. Follow not shall I.

Perhaps.

2010-10-16T08:26:00.001-07:00

Annoyed by my sudden change in character and personality.

I hate the multitude of personality I have.

I hate being so easily influenced and simply, a lack of decision.

Somewhat, somehow, I realised that I don't need to acquire you.

I just need the companionship my heart had been seeking.

A quick listener, a slow talker, a person who I can actually confide with.

Its a pity, I haven't seem to found one but I have to control myself first.

Goodnight beautiful people and may the good god bless you.

Cest' La Vie

2010-10-14T09:13:00.000-07:00

Guys who gets too emotionally weak,

are guys who deserve not a bit of love.

Its because they are too used to people loving them,

such that they don't know how to love back.

It is said that affection can be raised with constant care.

It is said that true love conquers all boundaries,

Perhaps, perhaps not.

It is spiritually demanding, and mentally degrading.

Cest' La Vie

Trust.

2010-10-13T09:01:00.000-07:00

Life is like a sailing ship.

It takes one, great courage to lift their sails up,

to allow the wind to guide them along,

to wherever they wish to go.

Trust the wind.

Don't ever falter.

Otherwise, the ship will just crumble.

See you at the final destination.

Natural beauty is best.

2010-10-12T08:52:00.000-07:00

Today, I finally put up my strength and endured.

Today, I finally felt peace and a great escape from reality.

Tonight, the event ends and everything is back to reality.

Royce White Chocolate :)

You're pure and sweet that melts

inside my mouth that slowly

makes its way to my heart,

melting it as you slowly

fade away and remain the

sweetest in my mind.

Thank you E4 for the sweet night :)

Its really becoming true.

2010-10-11T06:18:00.000-07:00

I might be getting a little paranoid.

It seems as though you are finding me irritating already.

Please don't. Please.

I still want to see my visions come true. It doesn't ends here does it?

If you want to be alone, do tell me, I'll be glad to oblige.

Jesus, My Lord,

I surrender to your love

Healing me whole,

Out of my hand,

Back to your heart,

For me to start,

Thus,

My emptiness is filled.

Out of my hands

every thing, is absolutely out of my hands.

thus I pray to you whole hearted

that you'll save me from this situation

and after that, take me with you.

I'll be happy to follow.

thought over it.

2010-10-10T03:47:00.000-07:00

I have sorted out my thoughts.

I prioritise my career.

I continue to create laughter and happiness.

When its my time to go, I'll go and make my own legacy.

When I have established my legacy,

Its time I plan for a perfect family.

One in which everything is complimentary to one another.

No worries, no troubles.

Lets do it, make things happen.

2010-10-09T08:38:00.000-07:00

Just go ahead and be with them.

I'll not get offended for we share a common understanding.

I will understand what you do and I will not get hurt

because I know you understand too.

I have read their posts and it is obviously very obvious that the person

they are referring to

is me.

I don't wish to quarrel, neither do I want to make enemies.

O' Mighty Lord,

Save me from this peril,

From which I had been hurt,

I have not done wrong,

I had attempt to salvage,

I had done whatever I can,

Now, I trust that you will,

help me with the rest.

For I will give myself in to you.

Just go..

Embrace.

2010-10-08T10:03:00.000-07:00

I like you when you are not distracted and when you're not

reminded of the troubled events but when you get all emotional

I can't help but stare

I wanna tell you to be strong

I am sure you get it

I am sure you will remain silent

but

You are not completely here

not most part of you.

Well not it does not really matter.

I'll understand for I have seen and imagined what days will be like,

with your request of a solitary walk of life.

Wise people learn to bridge all gaps.

am I not wise enough to walk in and out of situations,

without facing heat?

Faith.

2010-10-07T23:21:00.000-07:00

I understand.

All I seek, is a simple promise, a promise in which it will bind us, be it distanced or near,

for the rest of our life.

Through tides of downturns and heights of successes, I'll be watching over you.

Quietly but surely.

Troubled.

2010-10-07T01:19:00.000-07:00

Things are getting from bad to worse.
I shall hope for the better.